Well, I called the doctors office, I was on hold for about 15 minutes. The MA answered the phone and proceded to talk her way through the procedure of getting my lab results, lol I hate that. I am always quiet and then give a nervous giggle. After another 5 minutes not on hold she finally finds them and will not give me the HCg level …grr , she has to have the MD give me a call. This is becoming to be very very annoying. I am sitting here at my desk with a half gone Wild Berry smoothie and a picked at carrot cake. I am looking forward to eating lunch, its the rest of that lettuce wraps I got from Chilis, sans lettuce. I might buy some at the cafe, but after the whole grasshopper incident, IDK. I am really tired already, IDK how I am going to go cold turkey on the starbucks, ugh I will just need to stick to the Tazo Teas and I will be fine. I a really liked the Smoothie but I feel realy full for some reason.

I have been looking around on etsy, and looking at the birth announcements. I think that I can do this as a side job amoung the other things I do, lol. I am just puzzled as to how these are printed. Because Qoop, does nice prints and they have nice sizes and really good colors. I really like the 5×5, and then the 3×5 is super cute because its smaller than a regualr 4×6. I think I am some what good with photoshop. I have tons and tons of cutsey fonts too. If you have a baby picture I can work on a mock up to see how it would look, I would hate to google one. lol I am such a geek. I am loving all of the cutesy baby colors on them I would not want to make them too expensive though, because I know sometimes that just is not cool. I like it to where everything is prices accordingly, or paid for so I don’t lose cash. We will see if I get the guts to do it, I dont imagine I will have any costs to start other than a domain, and I already have hosting. Help me by telling me what all you would want to your ideal birth, wedding, or invitation.

On another note, I ran across a site called Stuff White People Like. OMG hilarious, PS I am not a racist, I just find stuff like this hilarious. I just love Passive Aggressive notes too some of those notes are nuts. Aww the stuff that gets me through the day, sad isn’t it. Speaking of Funny and Interesting, I want to get one of those postsecret books for my coffee table. I think that it would be really cool. Oh man, I am suffering right now, we have a microwave here in the office and omg ..gag… it smells horrific during lunch, I almost lost it. Someone made some italin, and I hate italian food. I wanted to barf my face off. I still feel a bit blaaaaahk. I think I might be mean and print an annonymous note saying: Stop Heating Funky Food. LOL That would really piss people off and make them think. It would be super obvoius though since I sit right in front of the microwave and theres only one other person beside me. LOL it would be one of us.

Wow,  I cannot believe that I have made it through yet another day, of sleepy body ass kicking. LOL it has been terrible. I am extra nervous because tomorrow in the AM I go and get my labs drawn. The MD called me back at lunch and told me my HCg level was at about a 24, which is inconclusive or indeterminate, because in order to be considered pregnant you have to be above, 25. lol SO yes a little pregnant you can be. I am hoping for the best I hope those who I have told will keep me in thier prayers in hopes that everything goes through allright. I have been suffering from a handfull of alot pregnant symptoms, my left leg keeps cramping, and I can feel my abdomen feeling sore, or kind of telling me to stop sucking in the gut. LOL I hyave always been a gut sucker. The only thing that I am really regret is letting my self get to this weight and I cannot really gain that much weight. oh and the whole thing with the MD’s looking at my tummy saying, ” and how far along are you??”, lol sad, but really funny. I just plan to take it one day at a time. I really don’t want to stress myself out and make the situation worst. That would not be good at this point. I am going to just take it easy and relaxify.

*** This was written at work, so might just be jumbled thoughts put together ***

Thanks for the supportive comments

 LOL its seems like it has been an extremly long long week. It seems like everything is just repeating it self over and over and over. I am so hungry right now, I am so tempted to bake a cake and just have at it. I have not eaten dinner I usually wait for my hubby to come home so I can eat dinner with him. I hate the idea of him eating alone. So I ate a 60 calorie veggie meal. I usually try staying hydrated that keeps the hunger pangs away. I just hate this feeling, I havent felt this way since I started. I do feel like I am starting to *fit* into my jeans. Maybe its my imagination, but still , whatever keeps me going right? Ok so right now I broke down and I am making cake, last week I did the same and make it look very very pretty so I felt guilty by even eating it. I only ate a small slice then. I also burn calories making the cake…lol good excuse right. OMG white cake is so freaking good. I never thought I would eat cake without the frosting. Desperate times call for desperate measures.

There are several questions I MUST ask today. Why do people with the crustiest feet wear open toe shoes? Why, it only grosses me out when you pass by my desk and ASK me if I like your shoes. LOL

Talking about feet, today I was wearing my knee high boots and guess what happened when I was on the freeway. Yup, I had a itch on my right foot. Correct the one I press the gas and brake with, was itching. I had to keep trying to itch without swerving. LOL I ended managing to take off my boot while driving. *note to self: never do it again*.

UGH, we so have to clean the apartment its horrifically messy.  I just did about 4 loads of laundry. My most hated task is folding, we just let the clothes pile up on top of the dryer. Its a never ending cycle. I still have a gross cough, its starting to hurt my chest. I am off to work on our “piles”