So today was the shopping day of all shopping days. We headed out to the DMV (lol at me for thinking it would not be busy) after quickly driving because of the 100 people in line. After speeding away we headed out to IKEA. My most favorite place in the world. We picked up a coffee table, a lamp, a laundry basket, some curtains, a bunch of Tupperware like containers, an easel for the boy, what else… Well then we headed to Target to get the boy a TV for his room. We did not find one and coincidentally we ended up driving to THREE electronic stores, we went to a different Target and found one  there. We rearranged our living room like WHOA. It looks much more open and it flows with traffic. We actually have stuff on the walls now !! eek lol.

All of my decorating stuff is still out. I had it boxed up from the fear of having to repack once we move again. We still have not decided what to do once our lease is up. I so want a fresh start at things, I want to start fresh elsewhere. Oh the dreams. Well a positive note for my future is that I have officially signed up for community college. Heh you have to start somewhere right? I will be going this fall, for what I have not decided. I want to get my masters in social work, but at the same time I want to get into criminal justice. I am just so damn resourceful, I know that will come in handy in a law enforcement career. I always dreamed of either being a Ballerina or a Detective, and since I have failed miserably and doing the ballerina shit, I am DESTINED to be a detective, lol. only time will tell what turn I will be taking. I am very excited though. Another thing I always wanted to be was a singer, and I am know for sure I will not be on American Idol anytime soon lol….. anyways. Ramble ramble.

I am very happy because my best friend  sister is coming home from overseas like yesturday!!!!! I am just waiting, then she will be coming back to cali. Yay I will no longer be friendless. She is like, seriously my partner in crime.

Well I am off to bed, its now 4 am. I need to atleast get some rest because I am going to be going grocery shopping in the am. Yay, we will have groceries.

 LOL its seems like it has been an extremly long long week. It seems like everything is just repeating it self over and over and over. I am so hungry right now, I am so tempted to bake a cake and just have at it. I have not eaten dinner I usually wait for my hubby to come home so I can eat dinner with him. I hate the idea of him eating alone. So I ate a 60 calorie veggie meal. I usually try staying hydrated that keeps the hunger pangs away. I just hate this feeling, I havent felt this way since I started. I do feel like I am starting to *fit* into my jeans. Maybe its my imagination, but still , whatever keeps me going right? Ok so right now I broke down and I am making cake, last week I did the same and make it look very very pretty so I felt guilty by even eating it. I only ate a small slice then. I also burn calories making the cake…lol good excuse right. OMG white cake is so freaking good. I never thought I would eat cake without the frosting. Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Star Fish, originally uploaded by Ana Rs Pics.

Well today has been VERY uneventful, I slept all day. When I say all day I mean until like 5 pm. Sick, I know. I updated a bit, editing the css code and fixing up the side bars. I am having trouble getting both sides to match up. Ahhh and I cant seem to figure it out.

The hubbay got back part of his tax return. I have not filed mine yet, I have some stuff to finalize.

I have spent the rest of the day browsing ebay looking for wine theme kitchen decor, why do they chage so much for the damn shipping. Sucks. well I am going to continue browsing around.

Why do Fridays go by so slow. Ugh today was so slow. I was so hungry and there was so much junk food around, peer pressure sucks so bad lol, but I was strong today. I always seem to slip up at dinner though. Well Actually this time it was lunch I had salmon and it had 739 calories for a small serving. It was very yummy and filling.

Status
Eat Meter
Daily Goal: 1700 cal
Calories Today: 2022
Calories Burned: 1258

I am not going to be weighing myself until this friday. Last time that I went on a diet I saw my weight go up and down  over a couple of days. I am so suprised because I am very motivated at doing this now. I am becoming more aware of the calories that I am taking in, and not bothering walking them off. Honestly, one of my main goals is just to fit into my old clothes, not the weight in itself. I currently range from a size 9 - 12 depending on brand, in womens sizes. In junior size I am a 9 or 11. Although the 11 is loose on my butt, lol I have no butt. I am looking into getting a magazine that has workouts outlined for me. I like shape but its the same crap all the time. I remember I got one when I first had my son, but for the life of me I can’t remember the name of it. I always find the “duh” articles on Yahoo lol.  One of the things that I need to improve is getting some good sleep. I go on like 5 hours sometimes. My job is VERY demanding and it involves alot of thought and problem solving skills, something you should not do when you are sleepy/grochy/bitchy. So on that note I better head to bed, its going to be 12:00 am now. Oh and I went to the gift store called the Alley in Ontario and they have the cutest stuff at very low prices. I will post a picture of what I got.