Well, I have been on phenergran for quite sometime now. I had not occured to me to re read the side effects side until last night when I had realized I had been feeling horrible for a couple of days. Right smack dab on the bottle in bold letters avoid prolonged exposure to sunlight. Why had I not noticed before? Man, I wonder if thats why I have been having migraines since Sunday?!?!

Today, we have to go and take the Tv’s and my Laptop to the house so we can have the verizon fios set up. We have to have all three Tv’s there in order for them to install the fios cable. Ugh. Our appointment time is from 2 to 4 pm. They better show up on time. I am excited to have the Fios, it is suuuuuper fast and wireless. I will be going with hubby today to look at the house, I have not seen it after they did some upgrades on it. I am excited. As for the packing, lol we just need to do some laundry and get it done her before we move. We have lots of laundry. I want to have our room packed to night. I want my son’s room packed next, and then the bathrooms, then finally the kitchen. I made sure I kept the electricity running here until the 15th just in case we have to come back and clean and such, we would not have to do it in the dark.

OMG, I hate the summer because we always get ants. They are driving me nuts. There are a few HUNDRED that decided it would be really cool if they could hang out behind our bathroom mirror. I am going to go and kill them before they decide they can come to bed with us.

I was browsing a forum last night, and there was an interesting post about Childhood Fears. They has some really strange ones, like afraid of mirrors and the oddest afraid of gold colored metal. Some of the posters even said they still continued with the rituals to avoid the things they were afraid of well into theiradulthood. My childhood fears, I think are very justified. 1. Clowns, yes they are freaky. 2. Spiders, Yuck 3. Letting my feet or arms dangle off the bed while I slept. Something can grab them you know. I am still afraid of Clowns and spiders and last night I noticed I get a weird feeling when I let my feet dangle off the edge of the bed lol. I told my husband and he just thought I was retarded and laughed, lol.

I think its crazy how something in your life shapes what you are afraid of. One of the posters said she hated going down the stairs because she was afraid someone would grab her feet. When she was younger her father had grabbed her feet going down the stairs as a joke. I know that sibling (brothers) shape your childhood fears. My brothers used to throw rubber spiders at me all the time, or show me pictures of clowns. I remember once they tried to pull that bloody mary crap on me, and luckily my mom walked in just in time to tell me they were just being jerks. Its so sad, I hope my son does not do that to the baby. Kids can be so cruel.

Did you have any childhood fears? If so, do you still have them? LOL it will be fun to find out.

i am so excited right now, I bought a copy of dreamweaver in the hopes that I can get better at web design. Well I just installed it, so I am off to play and create a layout.

So I called the lady that sent me the letter today. She told me someone had put the incorrect date on the form. They had backdated it. So it would put me at 25 days late. She had me send her a e-mail stating the date that I wanted it to start. So that is taken care of. She also wants me to fill out a form to be able to receive time donations from the entire county. That way I would get 100% of my salary as opposed of 55%. We unfortunately would have to still move. I still have to settle that this afternoon with the leasing office. Hopefully I will get good news from there too.

OK, I have to say that I am actually excited to be moving back to the house. We can have a pool this summer yay and the boy can have a yard to play in. Thats the best part because have you every had a four year old stay indoors allday. Wow he climbs the walls in here. So I will update later this afternoon when I talk to the leasing office.

Wow, I had an OK day. BUT it all changed because when I checked the mail, I got a letter from HR stating that they are denying my disability request. It said something about me turning in the paperwork in 15 days late, which makes no sense because I was asked to turn it in after the 7th day of being at home. It also said I am ineligible for payment for the next 31 days. It makes me livid. The thought of this kind of mess this early in my pregnancy just makes me stress out. I was already stressing on the fact of how we would survive after I had the baby, you know day care vs stay at home mom. I am going to be sure to call on Monday to clarify that this letter applies to me. It just bothers me so much because I have seen people at my job fracture their wrist on a medical record and they were off for about a year, and of course it was paid leave. But little old me that thinks its stealing tax payers money to go into work and not be productive doesn’t get any pay.

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I was thinking about this all night last night, just thinking how it was all ponies and rainbows for a while just knowing that I would at least get 55% of my salary, but now its all rotten dead ponies and tornadoes. OK I am pretty sure i am done with my rant.

We don’t have much planned for today, but I have to sit down and think about how we are going to come up with the rent. Ugh and I still have to go buy groceries. I will probably look around for some coupons. I used to go to this really cool site that would list local sales, I just can’t remember what the URL was. Anyways, I just found out we will be going out later on so I better start getting ready.

Well not much going on with me. I do feel like I am feeling much better now that i am taking phenergan. I actually cooked something. Well I boiled water and threw in some noodles and peas and made my self a tuna salad. It is so yummy I have eaten it three times today.

I had so many cravings today, I ate some Choco Puffs for dinner. Yummy I am so happy that I am starting to feel like myself again, it has been a real tough time for me. I have about 3 and half weeks left of being off, and I hope to at least get some stuff done. I have been watching a lot of Food Network and I have a ton of recipes to make when I start being able to cook. For whatever reason I hate the smell of heated metal, it makes me gag really bad.

Man, I am so nervous. Our lease is up this October so our moving will begin in November. Which puts me in at 9 months 8 months pregnant. I really do not want to be that big and pregnant and having to move. So we talked about re renting the house we were renting before. We would have to break our lease early and lose the near 3,000 that we put down for the apartment. I really don’t want to do that, but at the same time I would pay anything to not pack while 8 months pregnant. The house we were renting was not in good condition, it still has a lot wrong with it, my problem is that fact that the rent will be up 300 from here. I don’t feel comfortable renting something that I am fixing up and not get anything out of it. I know its a lot to ask since we are renting from family but still. Only time will tell what we are going to do. I am excited that if we go back during the summer we will have a pool to frolic in yay.

OMG I heard this song the other day like around 2am on MTV and I am completely in love with it.

I better go I woke up so late today, I need to get something done before the hubby gets home.