OK, well not new, I just went in and edited some of the parts of Oh So Very!. I love this theme. I just can’t make my self a good header. Anyways we signed the termination of lease paperwork, our total settlement fee is 4 thousand and some change. Our move out date is July 23. I want to be out by the beginning that way we will not get lazy like we usually do. I have not started to pack, today will be the day that I get the living room in order and ready to go into boxes. I have a lot of scrap booking stuff that I will never use to pack up. I have not decided if I will keep it or list it on eBay.

Last night I hardly got any sleep, I kept having pregnancy nightmares, you know the someone cuts you open and steals your baby dreams. I woke up in such a hurry and told my husband and we stayed up for about an hour afterwards. I guessed I was having nightmares because I was super tired, the cable in the whole complex went out, so I was stuck with a bored 4 year old. The cable is still not back yet.

Well I am going to go sort through some of that scrap boooking stuff and put it away, so I get to playing The Sims, since there is nothing else to do. I will be back later today to post a post I have been working on.

Well a lot of my past posts have been the boo hoo whine whine posts. I think that the more I think about it, I start to feel better. I am get paranoid at times because I don’t have symptoms of Hyperemesis, and like any paranoid pregnant momma I freak out. The sad reality is that a lot of women are affected by this and they/their doctors brush it off as just simple Morning sickness. The percentage of women affected by Hyperemesis is 0.3% to 2%. That is freaking my odds that I have this, I mean really though. Some of the things I have learned is that when Hyperemesis becomes severe a women can lose 5% of her pre pregnancy weight. Some women ( me four years ago) can lose up to 20% of their pre pregnancy weight. It causes me a great effort to do the simplest of things. I honestly have to say that I cannot even shower alone. I get dizzy and nearly vomit while standing in the shower.

I feel better when I tried to keep myself busy and ignore the pain. I found some really good resources and browse them regularly. Hyperemesis.org is my favorite resource it has guides and weight calculators and it provides a forum for other Hyperemesis Moms to talk.

I am telling you I cannot wait until I can stuff my face and use my pregnancy as an excuse to being fat. LOL I want to go to a buffet and try everything. Or just the simple thing like being able to drink liquids without gagging. On a whole different ramble I am updating to a new theme, so some stuff maybe out of place.

Well, I went back to work today. So not cool I was catching shit left and right for what I didn’t do before I left. Like I planned to be off right. I did not even know until Friday that I was not coming back. I hate hate when people expect you to have shit prepared for dumb shit. Usually I get irritated only a bit but today, I knew if I didn’t keep my mouth shut I was going to really regret it.

I was glad to see some co-workers I missed them lol. The one co-worker I really wanted to see was not in today hopefully I will see her tomorrow. I had a somewhat ok day with my nausea. I managed to eat half a tostada. It had re-fried beans and cheese and tomatoes w/ green sauce. It was really good with a ton of lemon. I only got the tostada because I really did not want to walk all the way up to the ATM. So I had about $1.50 to eat and drink lol. The one moment when I realized, at least this is one advantage to morning sickness.

I was shocked to see that it was raining when I started to drive home. I mean it was so cold I was shivering on the way home. I yaked as soon as I got home, so I don’t know what I am going to be eating for dinner. Jello hates me and I hate it too. It can go kiss my ass. Every time I eat it I yak within 3 minutes. I am craving chicken noodle and mashed potatoes. We will see if my hubby will make it for me, since I feel like shit.

Oh yesterday I bought my self a bigger and better hard drive for my laptop. My little laptop seems to be going so much faster. I love it. Thanks Stimulus check!!

Oh and yeah Note to self: Never mix Tums with Orange Juice.

Well I was admitted this weekend for Hyperemesis. I was there until sunday. I feel horrible. I am so tired and bored lol. I have been in bed and not left the house since I got home from the hospital. I can’t even sleep in late. I have been browsing the net for days. I am a bad blogger, with all this time I didnt blog on my site. I have been watching The Peoples Court, Maury(12 baby daddys) and cooking shows. My rationale now is looking at pictures of food will make me hungry. I found great recipes Spicy Shrimp YUMMY Well I think I will take a nap now. Woo Hoo