Not much happened today. I was super tired this morning and hit the snooze button about a million times this morning. I swaare something kept waking me up. I finally got up at about 3 am to see what it was, but I found nothing. I got to work early and I guess i like walking in without anyone staring at me. Some people at my job are petty, I have had someone writing down the exact time I was coming in, the best part that person is not even part of my department. LOL! Lame Kiss Ass is what I call her.

Last night before i went to bed I played The Sims 2 to get bored and ready for bed, Sad I know. I just made myself comfy in bed and just hugggged the stuffing out of my body pillow. Work sucked as usual, I went to a couple meetings here and there. I finished a statistical project. ( I fucking hate those with a passion) Then after work I headed on over to Henry’s Market. OMG it was hilarious my son was half way asleep (this following sentence will get me a parent of the year award) we were walking in and SMACK, he ran into the sliding glass door. Some guy walking next to us was like damn!!! My son turned looked at him and said, your gonna get in trouble for saying that, huh mom. I was to busy laughing to respond. He is fine though no bruises or anything. LOL it was way to funny not to laugh though. I spent 12 dollars for 2 nights of dinner plus snacks. Tonight I maden Carne Asada and I marinated the meet in green onions, lemons, red onions, and my special Pampered Chef rub. It was so freaking good. I also made rice.

I am starting to take my camera to work now, that way when I see something interesting I can snapp a picture. I will probably snap a picture of the “animal/bob cat/ mountain lion” my job sent an “all users” memo about , it was priceless. I wish I can go back and find it, we cracked up on that all day. Then next day I was in the parking lot and I saw a small itty bitty kitty kat, and some girl ran away from it, mind you its 50 ft away, and started yelling there it is there it is Becareful it will get you and you will get rabies. Wow I thought it was awsome she was running from a kitty, thinking it was a bob cat.

Well enough with my rambling. I have to plug this site again they have the absolute cutest baby hair bows/clippies.

Ok so this past week has been an emotional rollercoaster. I found out I was + on Wednesday, went for blood work on Thursday. My boss put me in the hot seat to spill the beans which i did to 4 very close coworkers, which I know will bite me in the ass. On friday I was feeling fine, Saturday I slept all afternoon. Later that night I started having a warm hot stingy cramp feeling. It was very odd I never felt it before, it went on for about 2 hours. So we went to the ER and arrived around 9:15, only to leave at 4:00am with more questions than before ! They drew blood labs and my HCg level was 49.! The ER MD told me that it would equal pregnancy to 1 week, which does not make any sense right because don’t you usually pop positive after like 3 weeks after conception. IDK, but I am more afraid and scared now. I am supposed to get blood drawn on Tuesday to make sure my HCg levels go up. I did some reading up on the whole HCg level thing and according to 100% of the charts I have seen a level of 49 is normal for someone 4-5 weeks pregnant.

So its going to be long trip until Tuesday.  I am planning to go in before I head to work, the lab place opens up at 5am. I don’t want to start over using my sick time so early.

one thing I DO know is that I am craving the lettuce wraps from Chilis. Freaking YUM! Well hubbys here with the Chilis so I am off to bed.

Yes, “they” say that. But “they” also say you can’t have everything you want right…..? Wrong. LOL my last post I was oogling over the uuber cute baby stuff and commenting on baby pictures.lol Guess what I am going to have the baby I wished for. Yay

So today was the shopping day of all shopping days. We headed out to the DMV (lol at me for thinking it would not be busy) after quickly driving because of the 100 people in line. After speeding away we headed out to IKEA. My most favorite place in the world. We picked up a coffee table, a lamp, a laundry basket, some curtains, a bunch of Tupperware like containers, an easel for the boy, what else… Well then we headed to Target to get the boy a TV for his room. We did not find one and coincidentally we ended up driving to THREE electronic stores, we went to a different Target and found one  there. We rearranged our living room like WHOA. It looks much more open and it flows with traffic. We actually have stuff on the walls now !! eek lol.

All of my decorating stuff is still out. I had it boxed up from the fear of having to repack once we move again. We still have not decided what to do once our lease is up. I so want a fresh start at things, I want to start fresh elsewhere. Oh the dreams. Well a positive note for my future is that I have officially signed up for community college. Heh you have to start somewhere right? I will be going this fall, for what I have not decided. I want to get my masters in social work, but at the same time I want to get into criminal justice. I am just so damn resourceful, I know that will come in handy in a law enforcement career. I always dreamed of either being a Ballerina or a Detective, and since I have failed miserably and doing the ballerina shit, I am DESTINED to be a detective, lol. only time will tell what turn I will be taking. I am very excited though. Another thing I always wanted to be was a singer, and I am know for sure I will not be on American Idol anytime soon lol….. anyways. Ramble ramble.

I am very happy because my best friend  sister is coming home from overseas like yesturday!!!!! I am just waiting, then she will be coming back to cali. Yay I will no longer be friendless. She is like, seriously my partner in crime.

Well I am off to bed, its now 4 am. I need to atleast get some rest because I am going to be going grocery shopping in the am. Yay, we will have groceries.