OK, well not new, I just went in and edited some of the parts of Oh So Very!. I love this theme. I just can’t make my self a good header. Anyways we signed the termination of lease paperwork, our total settlement fee is 4 thousand and some change. Our move out date is July 23. I want to be out by the beginning that way we will not get lazy like we usually do. I have not started to pack, today will be the day that I get the living room in order and ready to go into boxes. I have a lot of scrap booking stuff that I will never use to pack up. I have not decided if I will keep it or list it on eBay.

Last night I hardly got any sleep, I kept having pregnancy nightmares, you know the someone cuts you open and steals your baby dreams. I woke up in such a hurry and told my husband and we stayed up for about an hour afterwards. I guessed I was having nightmares because I was super tired, the cable in the whole complex went out, so I was stuck with a bored 4 year old. The cable is still not back yet.

Well I am going to go sort through some of that scrap boooking stuff and put it away, so I get to playing The Sims, since there is nothing else to do. I will be back later today to post a post I have been working on.

 Well, these past few days have been really busy. I am starting to feel like a Zofran Addict because I NEED it to survive. I would be in terrible, terrible shape with out it lol. So of course I forget it at home when I need it the most. The hubby will be bringing it by before he goes to work. What a lifesaver. I would be doomed for sure. Well to summarize the last few days. Couch + Sleep + Hot House + Nausea = Messed Up Days. I am just glad to actually be up and walking around. Friday was so bad, I ended up calling off it was so bad. I slept out on the couch pretty much all day and my son was super good. He took sympathy in me being sick and actually tried to take care of me. He did not even complain when I plopped a microwaved frozen kids meal in front of him for lunch. To my surprise he is a lot more independent then I thought. He was able to bring both of us water bottles from the pantry as well as snacks for himself. I felt so bad not being able to do the mom things for him.
Saturday was a disaster, I was worse off then Friday, but the only difference is that I did not feel like actually throwing up. I was just unable to eat or drink anything. SO I was pretty much all day without anything to eat or drink. Saturday night I asked hubby to buy me some lemons so I can sniff and eat. LOL they worked though and thats the important thing. I was actually able to eat half a bagel with peanut butter. I slept some what ok though. Sunday I was feeling much better. I actually got up from that couch/bed and moved around with out feeling too bad. I had my moments. Later that evening I was able to eat a cupcake and a burrito so it was all good. I am so much happier that I actually started taking Zofran because there would be no way that I can function here at work. I mean seriously who want s to puke in a public bathroom. I don’t even want to puke in my own bathroom. !!! No that it is dirty, its: I don’t like to puke period!!
Today has gone by super, super slow. I day dream and come up with ways to make money at work, LOL I know. I have a business idea. I want to keep a tight lip about it though. I would need to look at what my start up costs would be as well as what my target audience would be like. As far as I am concerned I think that market is way over saturated with stuff like this, but I am sure I am a great designer and I can make good decisions as far as cosmetic look is involved. I have some ideas as to what would be included in the shop and other thinks I know would not do so great. I am in to make money but not rip people off. I have seen that people charging waaaaaaay too much for an item. For example 38 bucks for something that cost about 4 bucks to make. That’s not cool at all. I will start to set up shop soon and actually get a business plan done. I hope to see how many other people will be doing what I do. I have the ability to get “wholesale” items so we will see what I can pull off. I am excited. I won’t get my hopes up too much since this is about the third business venture I have had in the last few months. I honestly think the second one would have worked; especially now in this terrible economy, but it would be WAY too much liability. I might offer the services to family and friends though. The service I am speaking of is credit repair services. It’s actually very point blank. The laws are clearly written and easy to understand and execute. If you know all of the proper steps to take it works wonders. No illegal stuff either. That’s what made the plan so great, but it involved a lot of start up and covering my/my staff’s butt. Not something I want to be responsible for at the moment.
Well speaking of money I just read my benefits book for my insurance and it covers everything I only pay 1 office co pay throughout the pregnancy. Yay, a repeat c-section is covered as well. I am so glad. I know I was worried about the costs of having private insurance vs. state Medi-cal, you know because they get everything free. It ticks me off sometimes to think even prenatal vitamins are free. I had to pay 35 dollars lol ok END RANT. It really bugs me because my sister in law had trouble with her military benefits covering certain things and her husband (my brother) was in iraq. So not cool.
Lunch time is around the corner so I’d better get to working or I am going to be swamped later this afternoon.

Edit: We bought the Wii Yay! and BOO Zofran actually makes me feel worse, I have constant stomach pain, and here I am thinking it makes me feel better. Boo!

Yay, I went to the md, AND I got an ultrasound. I am 6 weeks pregnant. We heard the heartbeat. So everything ok so far AND I got some anti-puke pills. Yay. I am super excited. I am off to work now.

Not much happened today. I was super tired this morning and hit the snooze button about a million times this morning. I swaare something kept waking me up. I finally got up at about 3 am to see what it was, but I found nothing. I got to work early and I guess i like walking in without anyone staring at me. Some people at my job are petty, I have had someone writing down the exact time I was coming in, the best part that person is not even part of my department. LOL! Lame Kiss Ass is what I call her.

Last night before i went to bed I played The Sims 2 to get bored and ready for bed, Sad I know. I just made myself comfy in bed and just hugggged the stuffing out of my body pillow. Work sucked as usual, I went to a couple meetings here and there. I finished a statistical project. ( I fucking hate those with a passion) Then after work I headed on over to Henry’s Market. OMG it was hilarious my son was half way asleep (this following sentence will get me a parent of the year award) we were walking in and SMACK, he ran into the sliding glass door. Some guy walking next to us was like damn!!! My son turned looked at him and said, your gonna get in trouble for saying that, huh mom. I was to busy laughing to respond. He is fine though no bruises or anything. LOL it was way to funny not to laugh though. I spent 12 dollars for 2 nights of dinner plus snacks. Tonight I maden Carne Asada and I marinated the meet in green onions, lemons, red onions, and my special Pampered Chef rub. It was so freaking good. I also made rice.

I am starting to take my camera to work now, that way when I see something interesting I can snapp a picture. I will probably snap a picture of the “animal/bob cat/ mountain lion” my job sent an “all users” memo about , it was priceless. I wish I can go back and find it, we cracked up on that all day. Then next day I was in the parking lot and I saw a small itty bitty kitty kat, and some girl ran away from it, mind you its 50 ft away, and started yelling there it is there it is Becareful it will get you and you will get rabies. Wow I thought it was awsome she was running from a kitty, thinking it was a bob cat.

Well enough with my rambling. I have to plug this site again they have the absolute cutest baby hair bows/clippies.

Ok so this past week has been an emotional rollercoaster. I found out I was + on Wednesday, went for blood work on Thursday. My boss put me in the hot seat to spill the beans which i did to 4 very close coworkers, which I know will bite me in the ass. On friday I was feeling fine, Saturday I slept all afternoon. Later that night I started having a warm hot stingy cramp feeling. It was very odd I never felt it before, it went on for about 2 hours. So we went to the ER and arrived around 9:15, only to leave at 4:00am with more questions than before ! They drew blood labs and my HCg level was 49.! The ER MD told me that it would equal pregnancy to 1 week, which does not make any sense right because don’t you usually pop positive after like 3 weeks after conception. IDK, but I am more afraid and scared now. I am supposed to get blood drawn on Tuesday to make sure my HCg levels go up. I did some reading up on the whole HCg level thing and according to 100% of the charts I have seen a level of 49 is normal for someone 4-5 weeks pregnant.

So its going to be long trip until Tuesday.  I am planning to go in before I head to work, the lab place opens up at 5am. I don’t want to start over using my sick time so early.

one thing I DO know is that I am craving the lettuce wraps from Chilis. Freaking YUM! Well hubbys here with the Chilis so I am off to bed.