I feel some weird connection with San Francisco. I knew the second we arrived, it was where I wanted to be. It was such a beautiful city, swoon. Can I just pack all my crap and move there? It was filled with pretty little houses, every turn we made was amazing. I am hoping that [...]
It’s hard to not cry about my mom. I find myself thinking about her last moments over and over. I see myself in the elevator waiting for the doors to open, while hearing the code blue announced on the intercom. I see myself running down the hallway to her room, I see the code [...]
Metastatic Cancer with unknown source. That is typed out on my mom’s pathology report. I feel so frustrated that this whole process is taking so long. Her CA 125 levels were elevated, why can’t they just start treatment now!! They told her she needs to have a lung biopsy to make sure.
I got home later that evening and she told me she was thinking of just staying how she is. She doesn’t want to be poked and prodded. What can I say to that??!
Heart broken x 1000 
