Monday

Well, I called the doctors office, I was on hold for about 15 minutes. The MA answered the phone and proceded to talk her way through the procedure of getting my lab results, lol I hate that. I am always quiet and then give a nervous giggle. After another 5 minutes not on hold she finally finds them and will not give me the HCg level …grr , she has to have the MD give me a call. This is becoming to be very very annoying. I am sitting here at my desk with a half gone Wild Berry smoothie and a picked at carrot cake. I am looking forward to eating lunch, its the rest of that lettuce wraps I got from Chilis, sans lettuce. I might buy some at the cafe, but after the whole grasshopper incident, IDK. I am really tired already, IDK how I am going to go cold turkey on the starbucks, ugh I will just need to stick to the Tazo Teas and I will be fine. I a really liked the Smoothie but I feel realy full for some reason.

I have been looking around on etsy, and looking at the birth announcements. I think that I can do this as a side job amoung the other things I do, lol. I am just puzzled as to how these are printed. Because Qoop, does nice prints and they have nice sizes and really good colors. I really like the 5×5, and then the 3×5 is super cute because its smaller than a regualr 4×6. I think I am some what good with photoshop. I have tons and tons of cutsey fonts too. If you have a baby picture I can work on a mock up to see how it would look, I would hate to google one. lol I am such a geek. I am loving all of the cutesy baby colors on them I would not want to make them too expensive though, because I know sometimes that just is not cool. I like it to where everything is prices accordingly, or paid for so I don’t lose cash. We will see if I get the guts to do it, I dont imagine I will have any costs to start other than a domain, and I already have hosting. Help me by telling me what all you would want to your ideal birth, wedding, or invitation.

On another note, I ran across a site called Stuff White People Like. OMG hilarious, PS I am not a racist, I just find stuff like this hilarious. I just love Passive Aggressive notes too some of those notes are nuts. Aww the stuff that gets me through the day, sad isn’t it. Speaking of Funny and Interesting, I want to get one of those postsecret books for my coffee table. I think that it would be really cool. Oh man, I am suffering right now, we have a microwave here in the office and omg ..gag… it smells horrific during lunch, I almost lost it. Someone made some italin, and I hate italian food. I wanted to barf my face off. I still feel a bit blaaaaahk. I think I might be mean and print an annonymous note saying: Stop Heating Funky Food. LOL That would really piss people off and make them think. It would be super obvoius though since I sit right in front of the microwave and theres only one other person beside me. LOL it would be one of us.

Wow,  I cannot believe that I have made it through yet another day, of sleepy body ass kicking. LOL it has been terrible. I am extra nervous because tomorrow in the AM I go and get my labs drawn. The MD called me back at lunch and told me my HCg level was at about a 24, which is inconclusive or indeterminate, because in order to be considered pregnant you have to be above, 25. lol SO yes a little pregnant you can be. I am hoping for the best I hope those who I have told will keep me in thier prayers in hopes that everything goes through allright. I have been suffering from a handfull of alot pregnant symptoms, my left leg keeps cramping, and I can feel my abdomen feeling sore, or kind of telling me to stop sucking in the gut. LOL I hyave always been a gut sucker. The only thing that I am really regret is letting my self get to this weight and I cannot really gain that much weight. oh and the whole thing with the MD’s looking at my tummy saying, ” and how far along are you??”, lol sad, but really funny. I just plan to take it one day at a time. I really don’t want to stress myself out and make the situation worst. That would not be good at this point. I am going to just take it easy and relaxify.

*** This was written at work, so might just be jumbled thoughts put together ***

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